Yesterday, I heard this interview on NPR and it really got to me.
Is there any point to making things that people will never hear/see/experience?
Above images from Ann Hamiltion, for whom I was reminded when listening to the interview.
By Dana Spiotta
The career of guitarist Nik Worth never really took off. For four decades, he played in a few bands, almost got a few record deals and bartended part-time to pay the bills. His biggest fan and No. 1 groupie was his sister Denise, who grew up worshiping him and who always made sure he had an audience — and enough to eat.
But in Nik’s head, the legend of Nik Worth is a completely different thing. In the early 1970s, he began religiously documenting his fake rock-star career in a series of volumes called The Chronicles, which contained album reviews, covers, liner notes, obituaries, interviews and newspaper stories — all meticulously written by Nik under various aliases.
Nik and Denise are the subjects of Dana Spiotta’s third novel, Stone Arabia, which examines what it means to be an artist and create art — even if there’s no audience when the art is initially created. Spiotta says the book was inspired by her stepfather, Richard, who meticulously chronicled his own imaginary musical career for decades.
"He did this very thing. He had a 30-year chronicle of his life as a fake rock star, and he did it mainly as a laugh, but he kept it up pretty well," she tells Fresh Air's Terry Gross. “And what I found is that it seems to help him not feel bitter or resentful about not having an official career. So I think the trick is to do this thing, and then not mind that you're doing it on your own, and to actually revel in that, if that's where you end up.”
In the novel, Spiotta never says whether the music Nik is working on is actually any good. She says this was a purposeful omission.
"His Chronicles are impressive, but is his music good or not? There’s so much subjectivity to these aesthetic questions, and certainly whether you make it in the world doesn’t mean [anything],” she says. “Good people who are very good at producing music still don’t make it, as we all know. So I think that if everyone was secretly an artist, that would be a great thing.”
Spiotta’s other novels are Lightning Field and Eat the Document, which was a finalist for the 2006 National Book Award.